Do you still remember I’ve posted something about death here. Yes, it was his mother. But just now, I got call and SMS from colleagues – Rizal, Kak Zila, Linda and Firdaus that his father (who got diabetes badly) passed away. Not as shock as last time with his mother since he told me that his father was sick. Still it was unexpected to hear this news.
I replied them with a question whether they want to visit him tonight or tomorrow morning. Most of them don’t know where is his place located even though we have been there once. It’s in Tokkun and for those who knows where it is, surely know how to difficult to find it especially to those who is not good in direction, worse at night.
I know this will be a hard time for him to accept this since we are going to fast starting this Saturday and I believe they have some little preparation for the Eid too.
But everything is fated. Written since the beginning.
Every time there are death, my heart pumps hard and fast. Worrying about how to cope with the situation if this happen to my family and my lover. I can’t live without them. You, too.
Al-Fatihah to his father.